Sarawak, Here I Go ^^

Yoyo, gotta go de.
Thanks alot for the SMS, MSN chat, phone call & so on.
Touched =)
See you guys after 11 March 09.
Wish you guys earlier Happy New Year, Happy School Reopen Day, Happy Chinese New Year & so on.

Bye Bye, take care.

The Life before NS - Day 6

Jane, Happy 6th Birthday !

&

~ Merry Christmas ~

Sry for making u an uncomplete birthday..

I thought i kinda dislike you since your born..

Many things changed after u came to this world..

I have lost somethings & gained somethings

Sometimes i just... :') (dun feel like telling)

But then you are really damn cute and mature enough..

Just different with other kids..

May be you campur de all also adults and teenagers

Im going to Sarawak soon,

And you will be going Singapore for starting your primary school's life,

Cant see each other in 3 months,

Such a long time, i wonder how your life in Singapore is ?

Be strong and always listen to Ah Wei (My big bro's nick name)

Dun always naughty, late sleep, eat slow slow..

Always drink more water, study well, take enough rest..

Hopefully, after 3 months you still love me this GorGor lar..

Although sometimes i treated u really bad,

Super very Garang to you,

But then sometimes kinda Gud,

So, u feel weird right got a such foolish GorGor..

hAizZzz..z. But then i realize tht i do love you much,

You are the one who i miss-est in the night before NS life

I just keep watching ur video & pics which in my handphone

Darn.... Rains fall again..

Some more i cant control myself..

Thats why im here typing all these craps..

I just scare every nights when in NS..

I will keep rains falling..

LET'S US BE HAPPY & STAY STRONG ALWAYS

I just dare to tell here, such a loser >.<

Hate myself.

The Life before NS - Day 5

LET ME BE YOUR HERO?
Would you dance, If I asked you to dance? (Yeap)
Would you run, And never look back? (Yeap)
Would you cry, If you saw me crying? (Nope)
And would you save my soul, tonight? (Think first)

Would you tremble, If I touched your lips? (Nope)
Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this. (>.<)
Now would you die, For the one you love? (Nope)
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear, That you'll always be mine? (Nope)
Or would you lie? Would you run and hide? (Yeap)
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? (Yeap)
I don't care... You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you. Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? (^o^)
Well I dont care... You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.

You can take my breath away.
CAN I BE YOUR HERO?

^lolllll~

The Life before NS - Day 4

Ntg much wanna say, these few day typing too much de
see it urself !
eRmmm... just WELL DONE lar !!?
HEHE^^

Many more pics but then lazy put on...

Long time no see de fRens !

The yellow guy
Dun think he get enough sleep yesterday
I tot he's MIA (missing in action)
in CHOIR de

Way Back Home...


~That's no Ending in my Story~

Although not around soon
but then
my shadow still stick with it
as
Always
....
...
.
Miss u guys especially juniors
You guys are just damn cute, funny, handsome, naughty ? lol
"S-H-Y"
remind me the SHIH HEI......lol
Pretty ?
Dun look left & right
Of cuz is YOU
-YiXin-
""-.-""

Haha.. Guys, Gud Jobs ! Stay hApPy & sMiLe always. :P

The Life before NS - Day 3

eRmmm.... wht happened in the early morning ? See how's your feeling..

Set phone alarm to 0830 & 0900 (set 2 alarms cuz im a sleepy pig, sometimes cant even hear the alarms), cuz last friday i missed to receive my earlier birthday's present from 422. So gotta wake up earlier to receive it, actualli today should be very happy de, but then the stupid postmen coming late, somemore the postmen promised will send it before 0900, cuz my dad got something urgent thingy to do on morning, so after i receive the mystery present then my parents gotta rush me to school for choir practice. But then we wait and wait... the time gone 1 hour by 1 hour, WT*... 1100 still not yet arrive ? My dad cant wait then rush me to school de, in tht 2 hours i just walk left walk right at the front door, breakfast also dint eat and keep waiting for the arrival of the stupid postmen. hAizZzz..z. Disappointed leh !!! Postmen FFC ? Deng...!!? Cant see my mystery present liao lor -.-"

Tht time abit sad sad already. Ok, once arrived school, i straight walk to choiroom, OMG, i cant believe my eyes, just 4 pair of shoes/slippers outside choiroom ??? Ya, it's TRUE. Im not dreaming or anything, tht time i just tell myself may be members go makan lunch liao leh. Once I step into choiroom, someone say TODAY PRACTICE CANCELLED (somemore with a Smiley Face) !!! They said today member less than 15 pp coming so cancelled on TODAY MORNING 04xx ( WT*, midnight already cancel ?) Reached liao school onli say, Ding!!! Tht time im damn FREAKING DULAN liao (summore veli hungry), straight away walk to other places to calm myself down. I cant imagine wht will i do if im really getting serious. I dun like to get angry, once i did, duno wht will i do. And totally a diff person from who u noe.

Wahseh, like tht also can? how come always like tht one? Last friday also like tht, pp come liao onli say today practice till 1430 (original time 1600) !!! What are Choir Blog for ? Just show show onli izzit? Duno how to update ah (always not updated) !!! U noe last friday some members nid to stay back till 1600 or even longer, suddenly shorter the training time, then wht should they do oh , not every pp same like u can go bak JIU go bak de. BO NAO one realli !!! Then no choice lor, i gotta stay bak too for joining them lar (actualli i can go bak anytime once i call), cuz i BU FANG XIN they stay alone there & they are kinda boring there then mai chat with them & blah blah blah (they are still kids, nanti YU DAO kemalangan or whtever then mai CHIAK LAK?)

Wah.....once stayed, 1630 onli started to back home ( i also cant too late bak home -.-"). U noe lar, the lorong or anyway else kinda bahaya lar summore not school day, sure less pp one, cuz last time i also kena a solou !@#$%^&* -.-", he sot de, then my fren also kena fresher and so on. Just Bu Fang Xin. Tht day i already not saying anything but then TODAY ? Just realli freaking dulan, not onli me !!! Luckily teacher not coming today, if not u guys noe wht will happen lar.

Anyway, friendly telling, although less pp but still can carry on wan, if i not mistaken still got 1 form 4 tenor guy there. Even Tik Lam also did it once before, but then after i wht wht wht then no more liao lar. ^^(kinda proud, wahahaha~) If u like tht very unfair to pp like us, i mean those absent. You yourself think carefully lar, hope u get wht im trying to say, i not those pp who pro to BIAO DA, if u realli wan cancel it then u muzt inform pp who involved or members earlier (not in the SAME day). Although still now i duno whose freaking decision is tht on these 2 days, but then the higher/highest post de pp should take the responsibility. This the decision from us (part of the form 5s EX-Seniors). Wan or duwan listen just up to u, we are powerless but then just hope choir can achieve the BEST. eRmmm, im not scolding but then just telling onli and actualli im not angry, just felt very very upset & disappointed, got some wanna cry de feeling somemore ( ya, i do dropped few drop of rain -.-")..... BAAka-Nya Me ^^ Anyway, we dun wanna hear wht sry thingy, just did ur very best, we always appreciated ur wht lar, u noe ^^ (We just appreciate those doing they own job serious de Ajks onli, we got eyes to see & heart to feel) Like the hidung veli tinggi one ? who cares whther SHE die or live !!?

Lastly, thx to Tik Lam, Wei Lon, Shawn for bringing me a wonderful afternoon time (we went 1U watched the movie called "YES MEN", kinda funny), i noe a bit rush lar but then my parents din scold at last although come bak late de. Explanation is always needed. ^^ And sorry to Chern Jung also lar, i duno they cancelled the practice already, i did called u but then u noe lar ^^. Haha ! I wait and wait u and u no reply then i onli go with them de... So not FFC lor >.<" Oh ya, and thx 422, i get ur earlier birthday present already... Luv it and i will bring it to sarawak too. All de Bezt ! REST on right time & ENJOY ur secondary's life.

The happiest thingy is the mystery present lar of cuz & my cpu came bak from repairing de, my photos, songs.....everythings finally stick with me again ^^ Wualalalalalala ~

JUNIORS is always BETTER than SENIORS... Gambaderh !!?

The Life before NS - Day 2

~Morning

Today wake up around 1030, then rush changing GaiGai Shirt de (actualli 1030 start going from our plan), cuz today we are going KLCC (Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre - now onli noe wht KLCC stand for -.-").

My messy room... -.-"

Gotta clean it up on SOMEDAY ^^

~Afternoon

Reached KLCC, we straight go to the wat wat wat 展览...! After tht we bring MEI to playground & play-water (water war.. Hehe ^^). Anyway, kinda sien leh for a not so big & not so small teenager play with kid and kid's thingy -.-" (But then hope U have fun lar)

~That wat wat wat 展览~

~Playground~

^ My two bros oOv ^

~Play-water~

Our lunch, OUG de 鸡饭 & 河粉

~Man Hao Chi de~

After tht go Carrefour buy somethings...

~Night

Makan O0OoQ ?

Haha... Tang Yuan !

"过冬咯"

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The Life before NS - Day 1

~MORNING
Eeeee ! Today actually can sleep till noon de, cuz yesterday 0400 only fall in sleep. (Reading somethings on net, Story ? Yeap, kinda lar... wasted my whole night till midnight times for reading some BAD ENDING stories... Sob Sob) Then around 1130, my handphone RING RING RING !!! (In my mind just "WT*", who call me oh, so EARLY in the morning ^^) See it with a blur blur eyes, OMG... it was DAD !!?
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ME: Hello ?
DAD: Ah B, just now got somebody duno who send something to You ! (Ah B, my nickname -.-")
ME: Huh ? Ohhhhhh... may be my fren wanna send me earlier bd present ba... (actualli i also not sure about it, i tot he joking nia, may be is other thingy, who knows ?)
DAD: But then the sender gone ady.
ME: (Aiyor, just receive onli lar, started BEH SONG already) OH !
first conservation ended.... RING RING RING again ~
Haiyor, who againnnnnn ~ HIM again - Dad.
DAD: I called sender already, he said Monday onli send again.
ME: OHHHHHH !
Second conservation ended....
(Wondering wht was tht thingy ? and who sent it ?... Cant sleep liao lor, hAizZzz..z.)
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~Afternoon
Online check mails and blog, chit-chat with frens a while. Kinda boring leh so off CPU then go play PS2 (my bros and sis still sleeping.. zZzz..z.), search and search duno wht game to play, finally decided play a gundam game (like Dynasty Warrior de, the diff is just play with gundams), after tried 1 hour, keep dying and dying (lollllllllllllll, BU HAO WAN DE). OFF IT.

Online again, wanna watch Youtube de, then Shawn introduce me a game call "habbo". After few hours trying (lolllllllllllll ~ kinda wuliao leh the game)........continue my Youtube-inG.

~Night
Suddenly my fren told me about the NS thingy, i was like OMG. Cuz i still havent get any letter from the PLKN. She said need do the medical checkup thingy. I was started to rush, searching net, asking around, some said no nid checkup also can but some said nid wor. (lolllll ~ who to listen ?) Luckily tht time my parents just came bak from works, then mai ask them lor...

Anyway, everything settle ~ And Sorry Mom (Luv YOu), thx 422 & Cj (miss u guys).....for today's thingy !!!

Choir Practices 1st/2nd

1st Practice on Dec 15 [10Am-4Pm]

Wake up around 0930/1000 ? Forgot the exactly time but then around that time lar, then take a shower and have my breakfast - Roti + Milo (hate it, i mean "Breakfast"). Around 1200 only arrived school, first step to choiroom i was stunned a while, OMG most of them aare kids. In my mind just came out something "lata sure veli boring 1". Exactly what i thought, today practice kinda eRhEm eRhEm... Mo Ngan Tai ~ But then i knew today was just the first day, like that Suan Hen Hao de lar...

2nd Practice on Dec 19 [10Am-4Pm]

Around 1130 arrived school, i thought today practice got more members come ba, especially Form 5/AJK2009. But then just VERY DISAPPOINTED lar.

If i know earlier then i wont send stupid SMS to 13 Form 5s ( somemore 1 person 5 sms, cause too long already ) My money just flied away for a stupid "以为 - thought".. ... .Before SPM started some of US (form 5s) already knew about the holiday's practices, then sometime saw same batch de mai ask see who going lor,wanna find pp teman mah, some leh said: Got meh ? i Duno wor... Oh, Kk i will go de !----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Then i was just keep thinking, oh ya hor, not every people know about the practices in holidays ( i mean the exactly Time/Date ), may be some will/wanna go de leh but then duno got these practices ( cuz some people say will always come bak choir de hor when INSTALLATION DAY ), ~最讨厌这些乱放狗屁的人~, then i was just keep thinking wanna inform them a not leh ? WAN/DUNWAN? Actualli im Miss-inG them very much, but in the same time i felt tht im kinda 38 for doing such a stupid things, thts why i decided after SPM onli tell them ba, all of them are hardworking-inG, within the SPM period i also wondering this thingy lar. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------But then Dec 1 i decided to send them, actually i just wanna send to those closest frens onli, in the last minutes, i decided to send all lor who i got their hp number de, you noe why, cuz CHOIR pp always play a game de, like inform something hor, not every members know about it de but just some and some... Then for those who duno de, hAizZ..z. u noe how they feel lar, luckily im not the ONE ^^, im always updated ~ Just because 2 words "主动", some leh always say duno wor, no pp inform he/she, OK lor, for some pp i can understand their situation but then for another SOME pp leh ? DAMN THEM lar, stupid thing duno ask urself ah, u so BIG izzit !!! I know im kinda SMALL POST, but then not mean anything, post high so wht ? Doing ntg there ~ 废物~ You know who YOU ARE !!! ~---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------OK, for tht SMS again, really SORRY if i made you felt uncomfortable or whtever, wht i wanna tell is just actualli, " I Miss You Guys, wanna see you guys in holidays, although i know some of them ajak me go out GaiGai, but then i really BO MOOD GaiGai", since form3 i joined choir hanging out with them, everytime sure got problem one, everytime me also kena scolded by parents GAOLAK GAOLAK.-----------------------------------------------------------------Somemore u noe lar, i got transport problem, not easy to go out even choir practices, everytime gotta try so hard onli can go choir. Besides tht my time fixed, cant go out too late. If not gotta scold by them in car again.. Haha, everytime when they scold i just act sleeping, like not listening to them, actually everytime my tears just keep droping 1 by 1, wow, really hurted especially words from my mom's mouth, although just a word but u noe the feeling right, some bad words threw out from the one u loved.. I HATE THT FEELING !!!! So, Sorry lar for those who ajak me ^^ and those who dunlike i send tht sms to u de.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Back to the main topic

Today kinda OKOK liao lar the practice, somemore got Teori Lesson wor, not bad not bad, but im kinda eRhEm eRhEm it ^^ haha...

Jiayou Jiayou !

In the same time, kinda miss

YOU GUYS

REALLY especially tenors (3Ts)

rAy ^^

I Found You..

OMG....

Wake up early in the morning to charge my handphone, i also duno why i can wake up so early, actually i set my phone's alarm to 8.30am for preparing things then go choir practice de, but then NO BATTERY liao leh...

Luckily i automatically wake up at 8.55am^^ Wahseh... so Damn Lucky-Nya... Then mai charge the handphone lor... After that use CPU while waiting my parents wake up to fetch me...
In the same time listen to the CD who XXX gave me last time, actually i love those song very very much, but then just duno their songs' name, then i mai simply type part of the lyrics to Youtube...

lollllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ~
The stupid song finally came out, DAMN HAPPY-NYA ^^ Now still 3 more songs to seach ~
lalalalalalalalala..............

Holidays' Life

Aiyorrr.. Damn boring-nya the holidays. Eeeeeeee ~ Really really HATE holidays lar, i wanna bang my head to wall already. Sometimes i just wish that tomorrow will be Dec 27 (NS).. then can fly to Sarawak see those little monkeys... Although abit BU SHE DER lar ! But then better then BORED at home... Geez ~ Enjoying Choir Practices ! Although kinda eRhEm ^^... 好闷啊 Going to get C.R.A.Z.Y already !!?

Back from Camp

Yoyo ! ^^

Finally the 3 days 2 nights camp over and now reached home

~DAMN TIRED MAN ~

But then just have much fun.. .

Emptiness ?

Tonight,

My mood just quite down, actually these two nights are the same !

Just felt all the emptiness.. . How come ? Really no idea..

That's why i changed the blog to black once again + soundtrack too..

Hopefully, this moody mood won't take so long lar.

Can't await to coming

CAMP.. !

You gotta Cheer and Up

~ R A Y ~

My Little Princess

No More SPM

Yeah !!! Finally SPM over already ^^, but feel like NO FEELING de, how come leh ? Anyway, these few days just damn tired..... later sure muzt sleep earlier and get a nice dream...

Tomolo still nid go to school for returning those stupid textbooks -.-"

Nid da wake up early AGAIN -.-"

Damn 38 !!!

AHHHHHHHH...

I HATE MYSELF FOR SENDING A STUPID MESSAGE !

38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38 38

When You Believe ^^

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

GOD BLESS !

嘿! 现在满脑子都是NS, 救命啊! 我真的很想去的, 但就担心那时全部都是Malay就死咯!!!

These few days i just keep asking around see whether anyone else also kena Sarawak....

But then still no one same camp site with me leh.

Some leh still DUWAN reply, wht a GOOD friend oh hor !!! Gek Hei !!?

Really really hope tht time really got CHINESE friends inside lar

Dun care whether Boy oR Gurl, cLose oR nOt cLose ~

If not really really DIE lor -.-"

GOD BLESS ^^

NS ? No Idea..

Ahhhhhhhh !!! Don't know should happy or unhappy... I kena NS for the 1st batch in Kuching, Sarawak. From the first moment i knew that i have been chosen for the 1st batch and some more can take a plane to Sarawak. I was EXTREMELY happy, my heart just keep pip-pop.. pip-pop..

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The next day i just keep asking around see whether anyone also kena NS in Sarawak. But the result was EXTREMELY bad.. hAizZzz..z. I just knew 2 of my friends also kena NS in Sarawak but then different camp site (for your information, there are few camp site in Sarawak), some more both of them actually not so close with me lar..

Just felt kinda lonely, how come ? Cause no people teman me lor !!!

RAYMOND ~ JIAYOU

有点伤心。。

什么都有寿命, 一但时间到就得说声 ByeBye 咯 !

Funny Sun

Making a "SUN" for Graduation's Day Performance !