Today is a busy day from the morning till noon time. Rush here rush there with all the sweat and documents. Some more I missed the afternoon class. Damn it. I don't really enjoy the day especially with the hot sexy sun. Luckily everything was settled by just now but yet I don't have a class now. Our class will separate into two classes due to large number of student. There are many new students and transfer students. I will get know of my new class and new classmate by tomorrow morning. I really wish that I could get into the same class with you. You're still the old you. Haiz !! That's the disappointment and the attractiveness of yours.
Anyway, I've got the new time-table for the whole Semester 2 of my course. The study hour is totally different from last semester. The new time-table is quite tight and long hour, some classes even till night time. I can imagine it study from 8.30am ~ 8.30pm for one of the day. Ridiculous !! Hmm.. no choice lor. Gambadeh ba !! ~ I'm fighting for life. Aren't you ? Bless all of us ba.
Lighting storms are striking outside of my house and soon for the heavy rain. I love raining day but not with the lighting storm. Although raining day might feel a bit of lonely and sad. But yet I love playing under the rain. Because only the rain can understand the little me. I feel so little on the big big world. I'm learning to grow from time to time but not change from time to time. Are you growing too or just staying at the endless point like what I did ? Haha !! I'm trying to walk forward from day to day. Learning to stay strong and happy. Life's just too short. Appreciate things beside you. =)
Talk about what now ? eRmm.. Don't know why I easily get sadness than happiness. Any clue ? I have a sweet yet lovely family. I have good friends, also known as brothers. =) But I don't have soul mate. Yea, must be it. Haha !! Feel so sad that I'm still single when seeing people around you are coupling. I'm so jealous and envy of them. I wish you guys all the best with your love one but PLEASE don't forget about me. =( LOL !! Just to whomever you are, cousin, friend, aunt, uncle bla bla. You guys are acting too cool and cold lately. You happy then talk to me. Unhappy then not even reply me. Especially YOU !!
I'm 19yo and going to 20yo next coming year. But I don't even have a date or whatever before. Boo ~ There are some weird people showing their love to me but seem like I'm not interested at all. In the opposite way, the people that I wanted so much always can't appear in reality but just in my dreamland. People want you but you don't want people, you want people but people don't want you. LOL !! Always happen on me or may be on everyone. eRmm.. Who knows ? Love is so complicated. Now in relationship but the next minute you're single again. Puppy love, sweet but short. This is really not my type of love or life style. This is just a gentle reminder. I'm those people who really look deeply in love and I'm a selfish guy who always put family at the third seat. I born with it, no choice.
What else to talk about ? I'm so free tonight. Yea.. I miss you guys really a lot. Calvin, Willion, Chern Jung and Ee Zhen. Especially Calvin, don't know why. Haha !! Chern Jung and Ee Zhen ah, centuries didn't hear from you guys le lor. =( Ee Zhen yesterday messaged me about happy school reopen bla bla. Then she asked about am I still keeping in touch with the others. I replied just read through each other's tweets because nowadays everyone is busy bla bla. I can't get any reply after that message. I feel that is something behind it. May be she is just fine. We love you and your birthday is coming real soon. I don't think we can meet on that lovely day. Haiz !! ~ I think I would just give you a call like what you did to me. LOL !! ~ Haha !! Anyway, thank you Ee Zhen & the others too. Love you guys. =)
To whom it may concern: Thank You !! ~
Stay happy yea.
No comments:
Post a Comment